Y Monday, November 29, 2004 @ 22:29 Y
you make me believe in love<3
hmz... didn't update yesterday.. wasn't in the mood to update.. haiz... dear.. away for onli 6 days and i'm missing him sho much lex... haiz... i still have to bear for 1 mth 3 days lehx... how m i gonna survive.. haiz.. yesterday realli cannot stand ler worx.. haiz. realli miss him lots.. de take to him on msn. den broke down.. haiz.. realli cannot stand le... realli veri sadz lerx.. realli miss him alots... haiz... den cause he nid ta go off ler.. den reali dun wan him to go off.. but cannot tell him mahx... coz tell him also no use.. he nid ta go off... haiz.. hmmz...den i veri sadz lors... hmz... den realli cannot stand ler... den cry lors.. den alone outside in the living room.. after tt he went off ler.. den i go room.. den cry again... den later went ta slp lors... haiz... den today got band.. bought my sec 3 books.. sho sho heavy.. haiz... den later after band went ta rusydiah's hse.. have lunch den talk talk until 6+ den go home.. hahaz.. siaoz de.... haiz... hmmz... now currently talking to dear... haiz.. but also veri sadz.... still got 1 moree mth to go.. i can wait.. but 1 mth ish realli veri long lehx.. haiz... 1 week ish already sho slow... wat abt 1 mth.. haiz... dear.. i realli miss you... cannot stand ler... den juz now almost cry again.. den fashhan sae dun cry coz later he will sadz wors... hehe... he sho swt worx... hahaz.. kip telling mi to get over it and all larsx... always there to console mi whenever i think of him and whenever i'm sadz.. thx... dear fashhan... hehex. muackz... blehhx.... haiz.. dear.. faster come back... realli wanna see you.. wan ur hug again... haiz... =< [[
cries]].. hmmz... reali veri sadz... haiz...
1 mth 3 more days to go...
