Y Monday, December 20, 2004 @ 01:22 Y
you make me believe in love<3
kkz.. i'm online agian... coz i miss him.. i was hoping fer him to come online or rather gib mi a msg... but i had none of them... you noe how sad m i nots.. hmz.. yesterday papa spoke to him and ask mi not to b sad coz he will b veri upset too.. but do you think i can do it.. it's 1 mth plus not 1 week...yesterday i went off and told him to msg mi.... but wat i got.. nth.. nth frm him.. not a reply not a msg... you expect mi to cheer up like this... i noe i have to understand him.. he cannot go online everyday and all.. i onli ask fer a msg.. is it sho hard... i realli feel like giving up lers... realli can't stand the feeling without him.... i had none of his msg since the day he nvr come online.... tt's means i had already not contact him fer almost two days... even though he came online yesterday.. but we didn't spoke much... coz he was always away.. how to talk to him like this.. hmz.. papa.. i'm sorri.. i think i already broke your promise.. i realli cannot cheer up if this carries on lors.... sorri.. hmz... haiz... i think i'm not gonna on my hp till he comes back... unless i'm going out or wat or else my phone will b off.. sho dun msg mi or call mi... i wun reply or call back... hmz.. coz even if i on my hp.. is b'coz of him onli.. i'm onli waiting fer his msg.. no one else.. if he doesn't msg mi den my phone will b of no use.. sho juz kip it off nors... realli feel like gibing up lers... haiz... sadz.. hmz... =( cries.... hmz..
12 more days... crying.. sadz.. i miss him... haiz....
