Y Saturday, July 02, 2005 @ 22:19 Y
you make me believe in love<3
it seems so long since i blog huhs.. kkz.. i'm sorri fer not blogging.. was ermz.. ya... sooo busy... fer my art.. and up till now i juz started painting... haiz.. i'm soo soo stress ritex now.... haiz... falling sick real soon.. i dun noe wat to do... i picked up my courage to tell him lers.. but i also dun noe wat to do now.. haiz... hmmz... so stres.s.... today went fer col finale... hahaz.. it's like soo soo fun.. i love it.. but i feel so nervous... coz got 1 part i goota stand ritex in front of the stage.. i scared i will dance wrongly... hehes.. kkz.. overall it was realli fun lars... i like the dance... hehx.. but veri tiring.. hehex... kkz... i gotta remember my steps of else i'm gonna malu myself.. hehex... thurs was soo soo fun... hehex... i learn to paly the guitar... and i learn a song.. hahaz... thanks to my junior ryu... hehex.. and tt stanley.. hahaz. they kip disturbing mi.. they made my day.. haaa.. kkz.. haiz.. i realli dun noe wat to do now... mayb i have made wrong decision ritex frm the start... haiz.... i hate myself soo much... i realli feel so stress ritex now.... i wanna b like a normal person.... haiz.... something that i found out was.. my friends do backstab mi... i hate tt.. haiz... aren't we best friends... haiz.. i realli not sure... dun wanna worry abt this kinda things anymore.. now i juz have to concentrate on my studies and of course my band... hmmz
yesterday...
the band once again disappoint mr sim... haiz... i dun noe wat to do lors.. i noe we got to practice even harder so tt he wun be disappointed.. and our juniors.... they gotta work even more harder... becoz they have to catch up wif us... haiz.... dun noe wat to do... really scared tt mr sim will leave us again.. haiz...wat to do.... we always disappoint him wat.. even if he leaves us i wun blame him... neither do the band members.. haiz... we got bronze fer syf.. i dun blame mr sim... why should i... i feel tt we are in the wrong... we were not serious... haiz.... hope tt we will disappoint mr sim again.... haiz....feeling so sadz... juz wanna sae sorri to mr sim lors... soo soo sorri....
kkz.. i think i'll write till here lors... i'm soo soo troubled... haiz... hope i can settle my prob real fast.. so i wun feel so stress.... so sch also scared lehs... got kong ju... hahaz.. kkz... nitex..muaczk...
